grndctrl | ic span

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Hm.

I'll be honest, it's been a while since I've really known him so my info isn't up to date, but I don't know of any red flags. Have fun be safe.

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Love you too, babe. Drink some water.

[from here]

I know it's unproductive to think about what it might have been like if the rifts hadn't happened, and yet...

It'd probably still be fucked up, just in different ways.

Yeah, probably. It'd be murder hornets or something.

A lot of incredible things have come from all this.

~~Does the good really balance out the~~ Yeah, I guess that's true.

You don't have to agree with me just because I said it.

I don't know what I was getting at. Just being a wet blanket again, that's all.

Do you think you can be happy here?

It's alright if that's too personal, you don't have to answer.

No, it's fine. I ask myself the same thing constantly.

Honestly? Probably not, but I don't know if I'd be happy anywhere else, either.

What about you?

I think I was getting to something like content before Cole went missing. [...] But I could've gotten obsessive about that anywhere, that's not on here.

Well, maybe you'll be able to get back to that point now that he's back. Presuming he stays "back".

He doesn't have to stay here. He just can't vanish again. It was the not knowing. [...] Some incredible things, but some deeply fucked up ones, too.

Maybe y'all could find a little slice of peace somewhere else someday, if that's what you wanted.

And yeah, that's why I hesitated.

I had that, I thought. [...] The work we do here, though, you can't do that anywhere else. I missed it.

Well, you are doing important work here.

We all are.

I'm just a warm body.

Jesus, Lou.

Well, it's true. I'm definitely not here for my personality.

Are you kidding? Is it not your personality that attached you and Fairfax at the hip? You don't think being a supportive friend is part of important work?

Yeah, well I guess when you put it that way.

I'm here for him. He's all I've got.

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